FROM the FIELD

Vol. 1, No. 4 Winter 2002


DAILY BREAD
by
George Colman

The great majority of Oaxacan campesinos depend on rainfall to grow their food but the good rains have gone and Oaxaca is now a dry land growing drier. At the end of the 20th century, Mexico's irrigated farms produced over 70% of the national harvest. "The rest of the farmlands, what campesinos tilled, produced mainly corn and beans for consumption by the people who lived on them. With few exceptions, the 30 million campesinos ...lived in abject poverty and 3% of the land barons owned 84% of all rural property." (Ramon Eduardo Ruiz, Triumphs and Tragedy p.463)

Luis Martinez is a campesino who comes to the city of Oaxaca each month to see a doctor about his legs. They're in bad shape, he says, because of the chemical fertilizers he used on his crops for forty years.

All his life working five acres of land near Zaachila, the same land worked by his father, grandfather, great-grandfather and all other known ancestors as far back as forever. His people are and always have been people of the land, farming people, small pueblo people surviving on what they grow, raising families, working and dying where they were born.

Martinez stands now at the near end of a farming tradition that began in Mesoamerica around 3500 BC when hunters and gatherers first began to sow, grow and harvest corn, squash, and beans. He also stands perilously near the end of that tradition. He survives---barely. He still eats the corn, beans, and chile he's always grown but the impoverished soil, the rainless skies, the rising costs and the lack of credit carried him steadily into a terrible poverty that convinced his children the campesino life is miserable, hopeless and not for them.

They're not alone. Some 300,000 Mexican men and women are, on the average, leaving home each year in hopes of making some money and building a better life somewhere, somewhere usually meaning the United States. If and when they succeed, those left behind are not forgotten. After reviewing Oaxaca's economy between 1940 and 2000, Andres Miguel concluded that social stability in this state is maintained by the millions of US dollars that flow annually from the north to local families. Increasing poverty, malnutrition, emigration---how best to understand the causes of such a crisis? Martinez speaks of declining rainfall and impoverished soil. But there is also the fact that "over the past two decades. . . (Mexico) has been so flooded with cheap, subsidized U.S. corn and other foods that its small traditional farms are no longer sustainable. The countryside has been bleeding population. In some southern states like Puebla, Oaxaca and lately Chiapas, the bleeding has become a hemorrhage." (Rosen, "Survival and Resistance in Mexico.")

In her book "Mexican Lives", Judith Hellman links population movements to developmental priorities and international dynamics, "Deprived of credit and technical imports...small producers reached the point where their plots no longer provided food to sustain their families, let alone a surplus for sale to urban Mexicans. Meanwhile, commercial producers who enjoyed the flexibility that ready credit provides, sought higher profits by giving over ever-greater proportions of their land to cash crops: coffee, tomatoes, strawberries, and other fruits and vegetables destined for the U.S. market. Commercial holdings that had planted in edible grains and legumes were inceasingly converted to sorghum to fatten beef cattle for export. By 1970 only 22% of the land in the irrigation districts was devoted to corn and bean production. As a consequence. . . Mexico was now obliged to import 15-20% of all food stuffs."

Hellman reviews the Mexican government's efforts to lure foreign capital and concludes that laws passed to make Mexico attractive to investors enabled transnational corporations already active in Mexico such as Anderson-Clayton, Birds Eye, Campbells, Carnation, DelMonte, Nestle, Ralston-Purina and United Brands to expand their operations so that "eventually every stage of food production from cultivation to processing, distribution, and marketing came increasingly under the control of the giants." (p.120-124, Mexican Lives by Judith Hellman).

The problem is that a nation which lures giant, international corporations by offering tax benefits and laws granting them rights to buy traditionally protected communal lands inevitably fosters crises for small farmers. Giants have notorious appetites and will dedicate their enormous power to one end: corporate profit.

The small farmer's problems in a world increasingly dominated by large corporations prompted Martinez' children to leave the land, their father's land, their land. Martinez and his wife, however, will not be moving. They don't want to live in the United States anymore than they want to live in a city. They've lived their lives in the country, it's home, it's where they want to be. They know the life, its hardships and its pleasures, and they're old now, nearer the end of days than the beginning. Their daughters live a short bus ride away and help them in important ways: food to supplement a meagre diet, payments on medical insurance, an open invitation to move to the city anytime. But Martinez finds the city a noisy, strange and troubled place and he won't be living there, much preferring the familiar, difficult and stubborn problems of life with animals, crops and arid land.

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What do you do, however, if you live in the city of Oaxaca and have neither land on which to grow your food nor money coming in from distant parts to buy daily bread?

Julio Flores is a bright, city-born, forty year old husband and father who planned to put food on the table by working as an accountant. He had good reason to think he could do so: he has a quick mind, studied hard, passed his courses and was certified. He then had to look for work in a field that was and is saturated with professionals. Opportunities in the city of Oaxaca don't come close to meeting the job needs of the rising tide of young people entering the labor market each year. And since admittance to Oaxaca's medical, law, dental, architecture, and accounting schools is open to any high school graduate, is relatively inexpensive and not excessively demanding, thouands flow into and out of them each year.

Flores did find work as an accountant but it was the now and then, here and there kind. Nothing steady, nothing a recently married man with two children could count on. He answered an ad for "salesmen" and peddled "health supplements" door to door. He was more than aggressive enough for the job, enjoyed knocking on strange doors and talking to people, but lacked the requisite passion for sales. When a mother asked him, "How do I know this won't hurt my children?", he didn't flash a smile and float assurances, he told her he didn't really know and would try to find out. The mother, understandably, told him not to bother and closed the door.

Flores has children too and the question troubled him. He quit the "health syrup" trade and tried selling books the same way, door to door. That lasted only long enough to convince him that his future lay elsewhere. At about the same time, his wife, Marina, lost her job. She had worked as a trained secretary for a national organization but the firm moved suddenly and work at a decent salary was impossible to find.

They reviewed their options and decided to open a small grocery store. Up and down the streets of Oaxaca everyone, it seemed, was buying and selling food. Mothers drive their cars up to primary school entrances, throw open the trunks and sell tamales to entering students; dozens of people stand at the entrance to the hospital offering gelatin, peanuts, sandwiches, and candies; tiny restaurants spring up overnight; women move through the streets selling tortillas and sweet rolls; a Dominican nun in full garb is found sitting in front of the church of Santo Domingo selling fresh bread.

Food will always be needed. Daily bread will never go out of style. So they rented a tiny space near their home and filled it with this and that: fruits and vegetables, pop, tortillas and white bread, canned goods, cigarettes, beer, chile chips and candy. Something for everybody.

They soon learned that the store would never bring in enough to feed and clothe the family. Marina took a job as a cleaning lady in an office building while continuing to care for the house, cook the meals, look after the children. Julio took over the store, settled into a routine of opening at 7 in the morning and locking up 15 hours later at 10 in the night.

He gets out for a few hours on Tuesday and Thursday afternoons to buy fresh produce at the central market and there are a few hours each week when Marina can relieve him but Julio now knows that unless he wins the lottery he's going to be working in that store ten to fifteen hours every day of every week for as much of the future as he can see coming at him.

It is not, as futures go, one that excites him. He gets tired of the long hours and the need to be polite to rude customers but he does not complain. He survives the work by creating pleasurable spaces for himself with regulars. If he knows a person well enough, he'll tell jokes, introduce him to other customers as a famous person visiting Oaxaca, argue about something in the news, and ask questions that are way out of line, offensive enough so that some quit coming to the store. He regrets that he and Marina and their boys don't have much time together and that there's no time at all to read, play games, exercise, go out with friends or just wander around town but he says, "A man's got to eat, right? Well, this is what I do to eat."

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Luis Martinez and his wife, now in the last years of their lives, own land and grow most of their own food. Money's short, his painful legs require regular medical attention and their diet is marginal but their children help.

Julio and Marina Flores, city people in their forties, have income from the store and work cleaning offices. They work hard and all the time but earn just enough for food and shelter. They worry about how they're going to pay for the education their two boys surely need to get by in the world today and they worry about their own health: Marina suffers severe back pain and Julio has frequent, terrible headaches. At the same time, they have a store, a job, children, and relatives who care about them. Teresa Acevedo, however, has no land, no store, no employment, no helpful family and no prospects. Two grandsons live with her in a two room apartment and depend on her for food. The boys' father is dead. Their mother married a man who didn't want the boys so the boys got passed to Granny. Teresa is 70 now. She worked all her life as housecleaner, clothes washer, and street foodseller. She's poor and lively and may die anytime because her diet's terrible, her health fragile, and her blood pressure's off the charts.

To stay alive she sells lunch to workers at construction sites. For a dollar, a man gets soup, rice, beans and tortillas. If the site is near her home, the workers eat in her kitchen. She sells food to 12 workers a day in a good week and with that is almost able to pay the rent, buy food, and keep the grandsons in school clothes. But when construction's finished and the workers move on, its desperation time all over again. Then she carries the neighbors' garbage to a truck, washes clothes, cleans homes, sells candied fruit from door to door.

In Mexico City where a man of the left has been elected Mayor, older Mexicans receive a small but important stipend each month. There's nothing like that in Oaxaca. There's no soup kitchen, shelter, refuge, church or government agency where a poor person can go for food. The strain is intense. There's never enough and the future promises more of the same.

A large stone cross at an intersection near Teresa's home assures her that "Dios nunca muere", "God never dies". She shares that conviction and has nightly conversations with God's Saints who live on an altar in the corner of her kitchen. Sometimes her prayers are answered; most of the time they are not and she wonders why. She's sure the Saints are listening and care for her but knows that with so many desperate people praying for help, they're simply overwhelmed.



IN OTHER WORDS...

Compiled by Michele Gibbs

All of the following have come to us as gifts
and form our offering for this season:
winter of a very rough year.
M.G.


*A NATIVE PERSON LOOKS UP FROM THE PLATE - exerpted from
SENT BY EARTH by Alice Walker,
Seven Stories Press, NY

(Or, owning how we must look to a person who has become our food.)

They are eating
us.
To step out of our doors
is to feel
their teeth
at our throats.

They are gobbling
up our
lands
our waters
our weavings
&
our artifacts.

They are nibbling
at the noses
of
our canoes
& moccasins.

They drink our oil
like cocktails
& lick down
our jewelry
like icicles.

They are siphoning
our songs.

They are devouring
us.
We brown, black
red and yellow,
unruly white
morsels
creating Life
until we die.
Spread out in the chilling sun
that is
their plate.

They are eating
us raw
without sauce.

Everywhere we
have been
we are no more.
Everywhere we are
going
they do not want.

They are eating us whole.
The glint of their
teeth
the light
that beckons
us to table
where only they
will dine.

They are devouring
us.
Our histories. Our heroes.
Our ancestors.
And all appetizing
youngsters
to come.

Where they graze
among
the people
who create
who labor
who live
in beauty
and walk
so lightly
on the earth
there is nothing
left.

Not even our roots
reminding us
to bloom.

Now they have wedged
the whole
of the earth
between their
cheeks.

Their
wide bellies
crazily clad
in stolen goods
are near
to bursting
with
the fine meal
gone foul
that is us.




*The Healing Power of Being Here - by Ann Filemyr Megisikwe

(with gratitude to Nokomis Keewaydinoquay for her sharing
Ann Megisikwe Filemyr, Ph.D.)

I studied for 20 years with an Anishinaabeg mashkikikwe
(Ojibwe Herbal
Medicine Woman). She shared a set of guiding principles, an
indigenous
knowledge system based on an understanding of the laws
governing the
interdependencies inherent in relationship. We, as humans,
are not above
these laws, for we, too, are part of the planetary webbing.
We are deep
air animals dependent upon the earth's atmosphere for every
breath.
According to this ancient knowledge, we walk in the Center
of Seven Sacred
Directions. These include the four cardinal directions:
East, South, West,
North, each of which carries a specific purpose and
meaning. In addition,
the 5th Sacred Direction, IN signifies Wegemund Aukee,
Mother Earth. The
dominant culture often refers to the 5th Sacred Direction
as DOWN; many
negative connotations are associated with down. We say an
insult is a put
down. The direction of punishment in the afterlife is down
in hell. When
we feel bad we are down in the dumps.
IN holds none of these negative connotations. IN refers to
the Center, the
center of gravity which holds our feet firmly to the
planet's surface and
nestles us as we sleep. IN is the Direction of sustenance
and flourishing.
When someone is sick they are encouraged to go IN, to lie
upon the Mother
Earth and breathe deeply feeling the connection between
Earth and Self, belly to belly. IN gives health, well-being, joy of
belonging to the
family of life. We connect to IN by loving, nurturing,
planting,
gathering, hunting to feed the family, serving the need of
others, healing
the wounds within and between us.
The 6th Sacred Direction is Gitchi Manitou, Great Spirit,
or OUT. The
dominant culture would refer to this direction as UP which
holds positive
connotations. Feeling up is feeling good. Looking up is
optimistic.
Climbing up the ladder signifies a promotion. We aspire to
go up and are
averse to going down, for up is where God and the angels in
heaven live;
up is where you reap rewards for a life well lived.
These ideas do not accurately signify what is meant by the
6th Sacred
Direction OUT. OUT refers to living harmoniously with
everyone and
everything outside of oneself. OUT signifies the
interconnection between
the human community and all other life, and life is an
expansive concept
which includes the sun, moon, stars, soil, rock, plants,
animals, weather
conditions (mist, fog, thunder), bodies of water,
landforms, etc. All of
these are animate, conscious beings upon whom we depend for
our lives and
with whom we interact. This is true whether or not we are
recognize these
dependencies. For example, the apple you eat grew upon a
tree whose roots
are held in the soil; whose leaves are fed by sunlight;
whose flower was
pollinated by a bee. Without these and other interactions
preceding your
hunger, you would not be nourished. OUT signifies this
profound balance of
life's ongoing relationships. We connect to OUT through
right action,
conscious communication, breath, song and prayer.
Despite the importance of these six Sacred Directions,
Nokomis often said,
"The reason we're in so much trouble is that we constantly
forget about
the 7th Direction." And she would gesture with her thumb to
her life spot.
"The 7th Sacred Direction is Here." She would state
proudly. "We each have
a Here." And then she would gesture to each one of us
standing in a circle
around her. "Each one of you is sacred, each Here." And we
would nod our
heads sagely as if by agreeing with her we could grasp the
full
significance of what she meant.
Here is a concept without parallel in the Judeo-Christian
world of my
childhood. Here is bigger than the individualistic "I" but
more located
than the omnipresent "God." Here places me in the center of
the universe,
but it also places you in the center of the universe, and
you, and you.
Here incorporates all of the relationships and
interdependencies of which
"I" am a small part, from the carbon cycle to my biological
family,
including ancestors and descendents.
The 7th Sacred Direction HERE signifies all of my/our
potential - what I
was and what I will be; what we were and what we can be.
Here indicates
the place that I am in each moment that I am. Here moves
with me, and I
move within Here. I am never not here, and here is always
where I am.
Despite the "advance" of "civilization," i.e. centuries of
technological
development, Here has not gone anywhere. Here is still
here, with us in
each thought, hope, dream, fear and yearning. What is lost
is that we have
forgotten how to live here. This is what I believe
Keewaydinoquay meant
when she said the source of all our troubles today (violent
acts, war,
poverty, cancer, environmental destruction, despair and
addiction) is that
we have forgotten to honor the 7th Direction. We have
forgotten that each
heart beating beneath bone is sacred, precisely sacred,
specifically
sacred. This is because Here where the heart is beating,
where the child
is playing, where the deer are mating, where the fly is
buzzing, where the
woman is driving, where the man is waiting, Here and Here
and Here is
Sacred.
If HERE is sacred, then every step I take Here matters.
Every word I speak
Here has the power to heal or wound. Every thought I have
Here can help
shape the future. Every feeling that arises in me Here has
something to
teach me about being Here. With each inhalation, Here
enters me, and with
each exhalation, I enter Here. We are mutually present,
mutually
interdependent, breathing together, Here and I. Here is
alive because I am
alive Here. This is not a post-modern riddle. This is
reality.
How would we live differently if each morning when we wake
up our first
thought is: "I am Here and Here is sacred." How would we
love ourselves if
we looked in the mirror and recognized the sacred Here
reflected in our
own sacred eyes? Would we then see our bodies not as a
series of flawed
features but as the embodiment of a divine impulse to be
Here?
How would we raise our children if we understood that
paying careful
loving attention here is all that truly matters? How would
our nation's
leaders behave? Would they still chase ambitious careers,
speed down
highways with cell phones plastered to their heads barking
at strangers
who brake when a squirrel darts into rush hour traffic?
The more fully I allow myself to experience myself being
here, the more
deliciously I feel the rain soaking my face as maples toss
in storm wind.
I am Here! alive in this moment with rain clouds, northwest
wind, maple
tree - we share being here; we share being; we share.
This is as fundamental to the scientific concept of ecology
as it is to
the indigenous understanding of spirituality. We are
connected, and Here
is the thread that loops us together. No matter what we
think or how we
feel, whether we are aware of it or not, our
interconnection exists. We
are Here with everything else that lives here. The more
consciously I live
here, the more aware I am that we share being Here.
Living Here is our last hope. We cannot solve the crises
presented on the
nightly news if we are not alive in our own lives, because
our lives are
happening HERE. Those miraculous creative gestures which
result in urban
gardens springing up in abandoned lots to feed the poor, in
safe havens
for refugees, in cleaner rivers, in corporate
accountability, in peace
accords, in the survival of indigenous cultures, all of
these acts arise
from those who understand Here is a sacred place, Here is a
sacred people,
and Here am I.




Este poema es un reconocimiento a la mujer universal. Aquella en cualquier parte del mundo y en cualquier labor, por ende, a todos los hombres y mujeres de la tierra


*Todos Estamos Preparados – by Miriam Teresa Villamediano
de Venezuela.

I

Yo soy una mujer por sexo definido,
Yo soy una mujer de logros alcanzables,
que alcanza las estrellas, arrodillada aún.

II

Yo soy una mujer...que tiene corazon,
que sabe lo que siente, lo que busca,
y espera...yo soy una mujer que está en todas ellas, porque yo soy
mujer.

III

Yo soy esa mujer de espíritu sereno,
que al igual que las plantas, se mueven con el viento.

IV

Yo soy una mujer que pertence a un mundo...
de mejoras, de conquistas...y logros

V

que tiene en su sendero, la estrella que la guía...
que lleva en sus alforjas muchas dichas y sueños,
que solamente quiere hacerlas abundar,
que pienso que la vida es hermosa y es pura.

VI

que siente; que requiere de una buena hermandad,
que a la lucha llegamos y el combate esperamos
todos bien integrados en una sola igualdad. (al hombre)

VII

Conmovida por siempre de las desesperanzas,
que mantienen en jaque a la humanidad
convencida por siempre de que lo lograremos
y entonces compartiremos los sueños
de avances...y de paz.

VIII

Avances...que son rocas inmensas...sin vacios
montanãs solidarias de luz y de bondad
continentes enteros, de rios y cascadas,
movidos por la fuerza... de la gran humildad,
la paz y la abundancia

IX

Convencida por siempre que lo disfrutaremos

y tendremos mejor capacidad
y entonces...ya todos muy bien capacitados

X

estaremos en marcha...
de la gran sociedad
que no tiene destino, puerta, o impedimiento,
o aldaba que se tranque.

XI

Yo soy esa mujer, que alentada por Dios
e inspirada por El, sabe de donde viene
y tambien a donde va

XII

Y que no se conforma con todas las mentiras,
que repiten por vicio, unos de acá y de allá...

XIII

Y lo que pareciera tener al mundo entero
aplastado con peso de mala iniquidad,
es tan solo una paja, una paja desierta,
totalmente vacia, eternamente incierta,
carente de poder.

XIV

Y que solo nos basta con levantar
un dedo, para que ya la paja no vuelva
nunca a estar

XV

Y agarrados los hombres...y agarrados los niños...
y agarradas la niñas...cantemos en un coro
un coro de verdad...

XVI

Verdad maravillosa, eterna y tan profunda, que nos agarra
siempre...para nunca caer.
Y estando sostenidos, en la verdad suprema,
la verdad infinita de amor y la paz

XVII

Entonces revisamos, que el cuerpo es la materia,
que la materia es fofa, al igual que la paja.
Que solamente el alma al levantar un dedo
decide su destino.
Y el destino del alma florece sin saciar.

XVIII

Como florece toda, toda naturaleza,
hermosa de belleza, que respeta el lugar
el lugar de lo bueno
el lugar de lo bello
el lugar de lo santo,
de la divinidad

XIX

Y
Diciendo: respeta, respeta, respeta,
este santo lugar.
El lugar de la tierra, el lugar de la vida,
el lugar de lo humano, el lugar de la sagrada tierra,
el de la tierra santa, el de la humanidad.

XX

Estaremos unidos, en oracion sincera,
de los buenos deseos y de las bendiciones
nos serán repartidas, repartidas a todos, donde hayamos de estar.

XXI

Y
entonces, gritaremos, con la fuerza
del hombre, de la mujer, del niño y de la niña
en su santo lugar, con la fuerza del alma
Como candela pura
que no se apaga nunca
ni con agua ni viento.

"Vivimos en Esperanza by Michele Gibbs. Peace Out. 2002 from the field
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